Tuesday, May 26, 2009


I love to read. I had gotten away from it for a while. Then my boyfriend had given me Randy Pauch's last lecture. After that, I got into the Twilight series, which I was hesitant about but ended up LOVING! Last night I went to my parents to visit and my mom suggested Book Swim. Its like Netflix or the Blockbuster service where you subscribe and they send you books. I just subscribed to the light reader service where they send you three books and then when you are done with the first two you sent those two back and then read the remaining one while they send you two more! Hopefully this goes well I'll keep you all updated!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Girls Night Out!

Last night I had mentioned to the BF that I might have to plan a girls night out with some friends that don't live really close to us. That didn't go well, in his defense he just didn't want to be home alone all night if I would stay on a friends couch which I COMPLETELY understand BUT THIS IS...

His definition of GIRLS NIGHT OUT: You get all dressed up, and then wasted, and then end up sleeping on some random persons couch possibly "sleeping with" some random dude. Also that its just not what people in serious relationships do.


MY definition of GIRLS NIGHT OUT: You get all dressed up, have a few margaritas, (if we happen to get wasted it happens but wasn't a "goal")and talk about things like dudes or things that dudes don't want to talk about.

WARNING GROSS (read at your own risk):

CASE IN POINT DOG EATING WHOLE USED TAMPONS. Yes it really happened and no I haven't went through the yard to find said tampons. With my friends this story would definitely come out after a few margaritas.


So I ask everyone out there, even if you don't usually visit here, even if you just searched the above Gross out case, WHAT IS YOUR DEFINITION OF GIRLS/GUYS NIGHT OUT?


So, I can't tell you all what I'm doing today because it might cause problems with other areas of my life but, if all goes well I'll probably be incredibly excited. If not, sort of depressed. So, I guess, wish me luck... on doing what ever I'm doing today... I REALLY WISH I COULD TELL YOU... I need to vent!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

...First and last time I'll ever say I NEED ESTROGEN!

So, I love living with my boyfriend. He makes me happier than I ever thought I could be. My job situation is difficult, and I had the entire week off this week. I've been alone in the house all week. I've tried to keep myself busy, I EVEN BAKED A PIE. I NEED TO FIND FRIENDS AROUND HERE!

And then it hit me...

Without the college atmosphere, I don't know how to make friends normally. I'm not going to ask the cashier at the gas station if she wants to go shopping some time (even though I can see us being friends). It's not like we don't go out because we do but all the girls at the bar seem kind of skanky... if you know what I mean not people I really want to be friends with.

Life was so much easier when you could ask someone to borrow their crayon and then we're bffs the next day.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What is "Perfect" really?

So I found this here and decided to do it rather than be completely bored at work

  • The perfect outfit: Jeans, Cute shirt, and my FAVE black Heels....
  • The perfect meal: .... DON'T LAUGH! 1/2lb beef and cheese burrito from taco bell w/ NACHOS!
  • The perfect hangover cure: see above... JK Double cheeseburger, Sweet tea, and small fry, oh and naps
  • The perfect road trip: ...I don't know but I'd like to go so get ahold of me lol
  • The perfect facial feature: Eyes definitely
  • The perfect drink: Sweet Tea
  • The perfect song: hummmm I don't know, I have music ADD so I doubt I'll ever have an answer for that one
  • The perfect sign of affection: The BF will just stare at me when he wants a kiss... I promise its not creepy lol :)
  • The perfect afternoon: Drinking... SWEET TEA and reading in the sun!
  • The perfect vacation: Does a deployment count as a vacation because if so it was definitely going to Guam, AMAZING
  • The perfect invention: post-it notes.... they make my day! :)
  • The perfect type of wedding: Small, large groups of people whether I know them or not make me nervous
  • The perfect album: Once again music ADD
  • The perfect accent: Australian DEFINITELY
  • The perfect date: something outside... like a walk or dinner on a patio of some sort?
  • The perfect weather: 88 and sunny!
  • The perfect party: I love the "small group of friends each with their own case of whatever" nights, they always end up with the best inside jokes!
  • The perfect sport: Volleyball, I miss it
  • The perfect thing to say: lol "Hey.... I love you" that always fixes whatever mood I'm in
  • The perfect day of the week: Saturday!

Happy Hump Day Y'ALL!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Feelin the burn!

Oh boy so the bf and I started the P90X work out program. First day shoulders and back and abs. Second day plyometrics (which is baaaaad for my hip flexors....). Today I'm not sure but I'm scared.... I have a problem with the in between stages of standing up or sitting down. If all my weight is on my bum then I'm fine if all my weight is on my feet I'm fine but its that weird in between movement that is KILLING ME. I enjoy working out but having to spend the rest of the day on the couch with the heating pad on my hips isn't worth it. I may find something else to do when plyometrics comes up next time.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


So, trying to be thrifty... as usual.... the boyfriend and I decided to get a wireless modem from our cell phone company, Cricket. It seemed like an AMAZING idea until I had to download Office 2007 to get homework done for tomorrow. It took 6 hours to download 506MB. REDIC! We're definitely going to have to find another way of getting the Internet before my two Internet classes start in the fall...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


So, I found this fun thing here (love her). So here goes


- Go to Google image search.
- Type in your answer to each question.
- Choose a picture from the first page.
- Use this website (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php) to make your collage.


1. What is your name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What is your hometown?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. What is your favorite movie?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What is one word to describe yourself?
10. How are you feeling right now?
11. What do you love most in the world?
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?

My answers:
1. Ashley
2. BBQ
3. Karns City
4. Pink
5. Crash
6. Strawberry Lemonade
7. Greece
8. Turtle Cookies
9. Spunky
10. Bored
11. Living
12. Computer Forensics Analyst

My Oh My!

Woah guys,

I haven't disappeared, I just haven't had anything to write about for over a month...

I started this blog to document my life, sort of like a journal. That didn't happen. It turned into a place to complain about everything that annoyed, to infurriated me. I'm thinking that thats probably not somthing somone wants to read about every day, but thats not why I wrote... I wrote to get it all out, I'm a feeling bottler and it felt soooo much better to let it out here than deal with confrontations with people.

I am currently out of the feeling bottling business, hence the negletion of the blog. I'm happy now, and this amazes me because I've NEVER been a happy person.

Its not just the new bf, not just not living with my parents, not just being in a major that I completley love, it's everything, I see myself as a whole different person now, and finally I actually like this person.

So, I'm sorry if I go a while with out posting I'll try my best, (it's a lot harder without the blackberry) and I'm really excited to start posting about GOOD things instead of how horrible/f'ed up my life is!